Double Depression Blow........

Have been practicing to go into depression mode recently in order to shake off my joker image. However, it didn't seems to work that well. I wasn't able to write any interesting stuff last week since I went into depression mode.

Simply from 2 reasons to motivate me to change to new depression mode.
First, VY ask me to do some stupid personality test, so I keyed in my birth date. Result came out, my personality is 憂鬱﹐愛幻想﹐悲觀. This is not all, worst is VY actually say that it is pretty true for me!!! She say I am pessimistic kind of person!! Oh my god, since when I gave people impression that I am pessimistic??? And they say I am imaginative, because I put my face onto the winter sonata thingy. Hey, you all are the one who want to blend me into korean style and keep putting me into pei yong jun's shadow. Now you all turn around deciding my personality. Aiyo...anyway..don't care lah.
Second, I recently read a survey don't know done by which idiot surveyor loh. Stating that most women like 憂鬱 type of guy. The reason being, so that the woman feel soooo wanting to sayang the guy. Hence I wanted to give it a try, to see if it is really true. I told AL, but she doesn't agreed to that. Okie..call me a fool, dumb..whatever...:)

Today, 2 incidents happened that really drive me to depression mode....
Both on WP!!

Scenerio 1: Centre Point Cold Storage
Starring : Me (Green because buaya mah)
WP (Pink for her because she is a cutie)



Incident: From the illustration above, it is very obvious. At the point where I turn out, she saw me and immediately turn around and cut into the section. I don't feel good when seeing this, not because she disliked me. But I could see that she purposely wanted to avoid me. Can't we even be friends??


Scenerio 2: Outside Cuppage OG



Incident: Happily happily on my way home, walking outside of cuppage OG. When I notice a lady (wearing white top and a white flowery skirt) taking the stairs down (point WP2), she looks like WP. The very first thing that came to my mind is that she must have saw me when she is in (point WP1) and I am in (point Me1), and thats why she choose to take the stairs. She wanted to avoid me!! I couldn't get to confirm it is her on (point Me2) when she is on (point WP3) as there is a blockage. When I reach (point Me3) I could only saw her back at (point WP4). But the thing I could confirm is that the lady took the stairs up. Is there such a person who would choose to take the stairs down and up instead of going the less effort straight path?? So from this I can assume it is her!

Xiao mei, so you happy now loh. Make me lose a friend and more awkwardness in the future.
I came out with 3 conclusions why she wanted to avoid me.
1) She dislike me!
2) She is scared of me, because she had a BF hence doesn't want to befriend with me at all.
3) She is scared of me, because she had a BF and scared that I would win her heart over.

Of course I would prefer the 3rd conclusion. Wahahaa. Interesting isn't it?? Anyway I would face this in a positive attitude. God simply love to play tricks on us. Thats why life is so interesting!!
She can avoid me one, two or even three times, but she can't hide from me forever...I know what you did last Vesak.....wahahahahha.

总有那一天
相遇的瞬间
确定那些冷漠的从前
已走远
别对我抱歉
别总觉得对我亏欠
现在谁在妳的身边
就对谁好一点